Worlds of colors worlds of grey.
Sorrow has come and sorrow has stayed.
At this point in life there’s not much left to say.
But regardless of your choice here ill lay.
Until you come back to me my dear ill be here.
You know where to find me.
But sadly this memory is still burned in my mind.

Oh my dear 7 months ago today was the day we met. 

Oh innocent i was and how i miss your face more everyday.

7 months only 5 more the 1 year will be a beautiful time for you and i.

Ill never forget that face i saw.

That early morning in my living room January 23rd.

Ill always be your friend.

Even if your not my lover.

Right now my dear you are.

Ill love you tonight  and the day after..forever and always <3

<3~For Kennie~<3

My dear i love you. 
Maybe more then you will ever know.
This world is cold and heartless but your heart is oh so warm.
Please dry those tears for me i dont want to see them.
Tonight i wish you would smile…and never frown again
Ill be there for you no matter what happens in this world.
I love you.
My best friend.
Ill be your guardian angel tonight and every night after.
Thru the pain and grief into the happiness and laughter.
This my dear is my promise. 
One that i will never break.
<3~For Amanda~<3

I gaze through the window

Wondering whats going to happen next

Surrounded by black and white

And a cross on the door

Walls with holes in them

From the feeling of anger

A red lipstick stain on the mirror

From the feeling of love

A bloody knife in the sink

From greif and sorrow.

A guitar not touched in three days

Sits in the corner of the colorless room

I sit in waiting

Someday the color will return this home

Until it does its not home to me

Her dreams are filled with candy clouds, her days are filled with rain.

Her eyes are filled with hopes and dreams, her heart is filled with pain.

She reaches for a helping hand, she reaches for the sky,

And from the space between the clouds, comes a soothing lulaby.

So sing to me with passion, oh, sing to me with fear.

And in this land of make believe, sing for all to hear.

We’ll raise our glass of posion, yes raise our glasses high,

Cuz underneath candy clouds, innocence can’t die.

So tie yourself in ribbon, tie up the corners of your frown,

Keep a smile on that face, don’t let them see you down.

They will feed off of your weakness, suck the life right out of your soul,

You’ll forget just where you came from, and all the magic that you hold.

So close your eyes and don’t forget, the place where you are free,

Paint the city black in ash, and force them all to see.